I wandered outside today. I was becoming too much for myself so I packed my things and ran away. I say I packed my things, but in reality there's nothing that I actually own. I said goodbye to the things that I have grown accustomed to.
I wonder if I'll come looking for myself.
I wonder if I'll even notice that I'm gone.
Outside is a scary place. There are so many things that I've only ever seen on TV. For a while there I thought my brain was hemorrhaging or something but it turned out to just be my sense of smell catching me by surprise. It made me aware of things long before I could see them. I could close my eyes and feel the whole world collapse in on me as it disappeared into my face.
When i opened my eyes again it was always more exciting. Things are much much bigger than they seem and much harsher on the fingertips. Inside, things and smooth and clean but out here they are rough, sharp and unforgiving. I bled today, and cried.
I think I am lost.
Can someone take me home?
I'm very scared...
and hungry
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